It is really hard to denied somehow when u had too much of the goodness , you are beginning to taste bitterness . I am depressed ? presumely or supposely , no one understand .
" it is not the comfort of life that bring you happiness but in life it is yourself "
I am not having major problems , somehow i am awaking at 7am in the morning to blog . Faced with distress , is there a communication problem between me n Him .
alot of people can say a million times of "i love you" but was it there?
truely , regret do set in at this point in time . regrets due to doing something that shouldn't be done and no amount of forgiveness to myself could atone the sin i commited once again .
never feel so ignored or rejected then now. I couldn;t sleep ? insomia is not haunting me , but the truth is the thoughts that keep circulating my mind , was it worth it ?
we had been together for almost half year , might not be long to anyone , but still we are seeing each other daily . inevitably , there will mixture of conflicts , unhappiness and failing to understand your need . i am upset this morning , or so-called throughout the night , i feel so unwanted , abandoned .
love doesnlt suffice our lonelinesss, i just realised . it is always like this .
mouse ... in the midst of wandering tot .
everyone sucks big time ... go to hell and i hate you .
Sunday, September 17, 2006
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