miSS mi? ^^

mY DearesT Darlings...

misS me? Nono, so sad.. left with another 2 wks plus to go. To be exact should be 19days to go... Aiya, i don't know what i wanna do for the remaining times. Jux by packing my luggage is already taking up a lot of my time.

WEll, mY flight is @0320, which means i'll have to reach airport by 0130 wor. I can't imagine what kind of scenario it will be... :(

Eh... I've been meeting up with frens recently. But suddenly realised that only a few ppl know i'm flying. So, frens that I've been meeting are those fews... plus my DeaR aunts.






U know what? Jux this wkend, on the sat itself i went over my aunt's place and they cooked for us then sang KTV... the feeling is so warmth. But at the same time, when I'm leaving... (My Aunts and Cousin)they hugged me and ask me to take care! Don't know when will be the next time they wil see me... *such a sad feeling*



(",) Btw, i don't detest the guy who played badminton with us previously le... bcos he nv say things to me like... = waiting or fall in love with me. keke!
Guess i only treat man who are interested in me... bad! Kinda stress when i hear those stuffs from them ya? oSo... need to be bad girl and be so mean and crude to them. *regRets*
~Jux wanna give them blessings... :>

^-^ V

hi sisters!

it's time to update again! been really busy this month. the sudden surge of outings to attend leave me hanging on the cliff of tiredness. seriously, i'm been lacking of sleep due to insomnia. tsk...

i need more beauty sleep to make me happy again!

oops. i'm a little excited reason being... i just had my andersen's ice-cream! ^-^

last friday was busy shooting a video for my fangpi's birthday in december this year. she'll be turning 21 soon. tsk..

let me relate the events that happened on friday to u girls now...

fangpi's bf and bf's cuzzie met sea hum and me in BK at raffles city. eeewwwWWW.. i dont like to eat burgers you know but i dont have a choice. too hungry to starve myself anyway. not wanting to let my dear pal know that we've been out secretly making this video and that sea hum hasnt seen fangpi for long..we decided to go our separate ways to meet fangpi.

fangpi's bf went to meet her 1st. followed by fangpi's bf's cuzzie aka crystal and melven went to meet her. while sea hum and i were plotting something unbelieveable into something believeable.

they all arrived, seated outside coffee bean in boat quay. sea hum and me pretended to be 'together'. to enhance the effect of being real, we held hands! muahaha.. stupid fangpi really believed it and we didnt even bother to expose ourselves!

lalala~~

the most exciting part of the day was sitting in sea hum's car while he drove me home with speed! amazed and thrilled at the ride. i told him that i'll be booking him after 3 years to be my driving instructor! =P

hahahaha..

met up with yc, hao and han on sunday. was pretty late when i went down to town to meet them for dinner at sushi tei. mine.. the sashimi was so fresh and delicious! *finger-licking-good!* had little chats with them.

even though i cant say i really enjoyed the outing.

sometimes people around you will keep reminding you of your past. of which i hates it to the core. not part of my life anymore and i just dont give a damn to any news of yours through their mouth. i've got a better life ahead. a promise i've made to myself.

girls, confirm when u all wanna meet okie? i'll be having a packed weekends too. =)

For my trip

AiyA!!! Girls... did u all get the news about middle east? They are having war there and lots of bombing... Faint! But luckily la, one of my fren helped me to find out about the safety over there. It's another country and the war is at the northern side of the middle east whereas the pl im going is at the western side of middle east...

Ohaiyo!!! I haven't even start buying my things not to mention packing my laggage. Hehe! not a single item is in the luggage yet ya? (",) Guess still got some time for me to plan and start buying those necessities...

So, fri and sun both days alrite for me... then, how? Which day is preferred?

time management impt !!!

hi to all ,


school started late without anyone remembering my existence , but i am glad i am trying to utilise my time fully. This semester , i feel rather independent , prehape , i nolonger need to beg my classmates to accompany me to do thing . Eventually i realised that does true frenship really exist in school ... the ans : a big NO . maybe there is but we are just not really close . So what did i do the past two weeks ? i had been sourcing for 2nd textbooks , and also i made some deal being the middleman , not to mention this is a top secret of else my classmate will hack me .

okie , enough went to east coast park recently with leovie and then we tried riding a double bicycle . it was my first attempt but was fun . I seriously could feel the wind in my direction blowing ... fun , and badminton with lp . The lunch was nice over at my aunt's house whereby my fren had to tolerate my nephew ... zhang zhang , going to kill this little rascal . haha ...


congrat peiwei on her new job , she seem to be having a good time .

ah cat , have u got all your stuffs ?

i end it now , hey to confirm , r we meeting Friday or Sunday ?

regards

mousey

Next outing - Friday !!!

hello ,

next outing is on friday night . to be confirm ? okie . :>>>>>>

down and out

sigh.

my nose is forever bugging me. took half day leave off from work today and visited the doctor. to have him chiding me for not taking my medicine regularly to control my condition. i am afterall, allergic to dust mites.

this condition has been affecting my work often and i hates it. the reason why was because i cannot concentrate on my work and the allergy had me overwhelmed by fatigue.

i want to change my NOSE!!!!

humph.

okie, enough of my whinings. i'll be busy tml and on sunday.

will be filming a video for my childhood fren with her bf's cuzzie. =P might be meeting sea hum tml. hopes he don't put me on an airplane tml!!!!!!

meetup with han and yc for dinner on sunday after badminton. wheee wheee!~~ they wanted to watch a movie but i'm broke u see. =x

watching the pirates of carribean on monday!!! bringing my little bro, along with my frens and one of my colleague! hehehe.

alright. i need to shop before school starts. received my 1st assignment. sigh.

it's so blardy difficult!

school's starting soon and i'm really excited!!!

so much so for my blemishes. argh...

god, send me smth to revive my face and confidence again!!!!!

>.<

take care girls and next friday meet up for dinner ok??

=)

NeXt outing?

Hey Gal, reli misS hanging out with u ppl... WHen will be our upcoming outing ya? I'll need to arrange my time cos need to meet up with some frens b4 flying off and still, not yet start buying stuffs for my trip too. Ohoho!

Clara: Yur school term start already rite? yUr spider reaction is coming back to u... keke! ~Don't be too kan cheong le, Try to reLax a bit at times wor? & oso put in slots for me too k?

PeiWEi: Wow... heard that u r starting the new job ma, isn't it? How are things going on for u? WEll, mux spare some time for me k? Don't work like Lp, so workaholic...

Lp: U c... reli a Vvv V workaholic person ya! Shouldn't be so biang ma. Easily get old de leh... HeY, i reli look forward to our next outing...

So, Gals... when will be the next outing? Can try to let me know earlier so I'll have time to arrange? Sorry ya... Lots and lots of missES! *Kiss~muacks*

need to brace myself up

and this is Us . heee ...

and this is mousey again .,... am i bu shuang ?
gary in mark's room playing ps2 . i did played ... haha
this is me n joyce posing silly faces , hee she is still my best buddy , her hair is so havou nowaday but that;s her .

at crystal jade with my yen and kylie , so yen treat me to cuppacino , i kind of miss her when she went Newzealand for studies . and my kylie becomes so workholic , she changed , so career minded . omg

hi girls ,

it had been a hectic week for me , though it is just week 1 of classes but this sem started off with lotsa of homework , "ganchong spider " roving about starting out group project immediately . I feel so tired out . Yesterday was like rushing for "ge tai ", had my morning class with mr. lowe and it was so interesting that i wun wanana to miss out . Next went to PEople park centre to collect my commission . Went to town to help joyce get her W30 , she got a blue one and we went shopping for a while . Finally ,accompany leonard to go his good fren mark amery's bbq . I finally meet mark , initially i had the impression he must be those irritating pest on my nerve and thos hiphop punkish old guy . But actually he is not . He is just a simple guy who actually had a sense of good humour and everything was great . Another of his fren gary was there but his gf winnie wasn;t with him . Mark's gf was a nice personality to get along with and she seem very attentive and sensitive to everyone's need. I had an enjoyable and tiring night .

to ah wei ,

hope u can progress well in this job and all the best !!! be confident of yourself and just BE YOURSELF . if kanna bullied , pls must said out , dun keep mum about it . I am glad u had a chance doing something u like and must work harder . miss those times together .

to lp ,

yox , i know u are going to be alone facing your enormous workload but do things gradually , dun push yourself to the limits . Sleep early ! i miss ya . dun be so upset over what ps things , it is just not worth your effort to think about it . At least , u know what happens , and this frenship are meant to be break .

to ah cat .

how is your trip to malaysia ? did u received my sms . can i book u on your birthday :> anyway , if no one is getting u a webcam , we are , so u can strike it off your wishing tree . haha . i miss ya too , so busy like me . omg and u better take care of yourself .

misses

feeling awkward i guess monday coming so fast , i didn't prepare to step in a new change everything coming so fast ...............

sometimes i think i should have stay ..................i miss all the fun and laughter i have in it....haha

but i know u guys will tell me to carry on and let the past be past

actually i am getting abit worried abt my new environment what will happen to me?? will i meet alot of good friends ? will i be able to cope with everything that comes on this monday and the rest of the one year ......

i guess is i will see it on monday ba....... life still carry on no matter what .......

worried sick also no use right ? haahaha

so LP - don't be angry abt it, must stay happy hor
- don't always work work must relax tooo studies coming up liao
- give urself break n remember to take ur food slowly no matter what
- stay healthy and happy
-- don't fall sick easily :P

cat - let's go out sometimes before u left
- i don't really know if i can stay overnight at ur place but i will be coming to play haha
- ur flight is morning mah ?? what time??
- don't be sad hor i will always be here
- stay healthy and happy
-- don't fall sick easily
- don't think too much must relax :P

mouse - don't always give urself too much stress like Lp
- remember to rest rest REST and RELAX hor
- stay healthy and happy
-- don't fall sick easily :P
- study hard and play hard


**** must take care of urself ****** if got problem must remember me ********

hahahahaahahahahahahahaahahahahah :P

injustice. i wont hesitate to break a friendship if the need arise.

hi sisters..

aint in a good mood now. perhaps it's because the more i think the more angry i've become. how can a leopard change its spots? i mocked at my naiveness and foolishness. pardon me for the harsh post. i'm really pissed that such a friend can ever exists.

to start it off, i accompanied yc to repair her monitor yesterday. =D i'm glad i've found back the trust we've built upon when we first knew each other. i'm also relieved to find her happier than before. at least, i dont feel much of the melancholy that elude from within her.

mouse, remember i told you ps and yc had a big fight and up till now they werent even on talking terms? now i finally understoodwhy.

and the mere thought of ps irked me. i dont feel guilty anymore for not celebrating his birthday. now i dont. and i swear he deserved it. it has a been long since i hated anyone in my life. i shouldnt be hating because he werent even worth my effort in doing that.

let's named ps as him & he.

yc was a friend who stood up for justice. while i'm the one who's always getting pissed off should anyone gave her a lousy treatment. i even detest men who rained vulgarities on women. it made the women looked like a whore by their senseless swearings and cursings.

ps was a leopard who never changed its spots. he twists and turns every facts and spins it into a story, playing it so dramatically that he portrayed himself as the victim. no wonder there's a period where yc didnt want to talk to me. and i was pretty sad over these because i cannot get her to open up.

ps rained vulgarities on yc and pulled everyone of us inside the group in the quarrel. no. he doesnt speaks out for us. in his eyes, we were like needles incurring his wrath as time passed by. he spoilt yc's birthday by calling her up the next day telling her how boring it is and then telling her that he was such a saint that he rushed a cab down.

HELLO. IN THE FIRST PLACE.. WHERE WERE YOU WHEN WE PLANNED HER BIRTHDAY? WHERE WERE YOU WHEN WE PUT IN OUR UTMOST EFFORT TO GATHER HER FRIENDS TO CELEBRATE HER BIRTHDAY AND BOUGHT HER PRESSIE? WHERE WERE YOU, YOU DIMWIT, INCORRIGIBLE MORON?

and then i've heard from yc that you were actually forced to come to my birthday party? what a great pretender huh? forced to come. yeah.. i shldnt have bothered to invite u at all. waste my dad's freaking money over the world's BIGGEST HYPOCRITE?

girls, i'm losing my cool and i'm apologetic over it. p/s: i dont mean to badmouth him here but i cant help it.

he who has longed betrayed my trust in my final year in poly was actually a bastard to even speak of.

hey, he's the one whom i shouted across the tables in canteen one with him nearly throwing a chair at me. he's the one who always badmouthed all his friends whilst singing praises of himself. he's the one who'll find excuses for his idiotic behaviour. he's the one who wanted to act like he's a rich kid while his dad is slogging away earning cash for his endless wants. he's the one who's a follower, a slave to his friends' abilities to afford branded stuff.

i bet he passed lots of unethical remarks about me to my ex. no wonder my ex told me not to believe every word he said. no wonder yc also emphasized that fact.

i shall not hesitate to break off a friendship with him. i'm drawing my line. i'm not listening to his calls, his smses, everything. i'm not going to hold a post birthday celebration for him. i'm going to attend hao's and han's birthday party instead.

he's a fool. trying to get everyone fooled. we mocked at his nonsense, his lonliness. we mocked at the way he sang praises of himself. we mocked at him as a whole.

it's a wonder why hao and qs are his only friends that walked this life journey with him.

it's a wonder why for he's someone worth the time of hao and qs.

with that, i end this post with a sensible sentence. "a leopard will never change its spots."

Swinging pendulum

it has been a pretty hectic week to begin with. and i can say i took around a year to familiarise and settle myself down in the field of IT. even though i loathe the idea of being chased by each and every departments for reports, customisations, etc.

school's starting soon. either the end of july or the start of august. a little anxious. a little worried. i mean, i havent been touching any books contructive to my brain lately. received the letter from SIM. gosh. their level of efficiency is really really wlos. the time table aint out yet but the collections date for the course materials were separated into 2 days. one for each module. tsk..

imagine me carrying a box of stuff home via train and bus... (the 1st thought that came into my mind was taking a cab home as usual. but wait. the taxi's fare increasing next monday! @#!#! cant they understand that cab fares are burning a hole in my pocket!? HUMPH!)

i'm reduced to a stingy girl. every expenditure got me into a frenzied mood. i'll calculate the remaining balance left in the bank. tsk..

there's smth abt me that i finds it irksome at times. i just couldnt control my sacarsms when i'm pissed or stressed. it just kinda blurted out from my mouth, too fast for me to retract it back. i'm miss grumpy for today. just changed the password in my laptop to prevent my bro from playing games on it.

i simply hate games to be played on my baby. i mean, imagine the hassle of bringing your laptop down for repair when u're so darned tired and to have the service crew telling you that your baby needs to be hospitalised and u've got to retrieve it another day?? laptop by all means, is a fragile object easily spoilt by reckless handling.

my life itself is now coming to a bore. there'll be some times where a surge of invitations comes along your way to occupy your free time and there'll be times where there are none. alright, i'm anticipating the pirates of carribean on 18th July! woohoooo!~~
and i should finish my shopping for necessities when sch starts and bury myself in library with my baby and books. thou shall not waste her precious hard earned money on flunking modules after modules. i need to pass my honours before i start looking for a job overseas.

*smirk*

perhaps if i'm financially sound, i might consider studying medical science when i'm 26 in the NUS medical school. then, i'll quit my dreams of being an entrepreneur and focus on healing hearts to atone for my sins instead. muahaha.. or a researcher for god's sake??

too many unrealised dreams. i need the power to believe. i need faith to return.

plus even though i'm so boringly alone and stumped when questioned my status by my friends, i'm nevertheless happier being alone!! lalalala....

i shall force myself to settle down once my 1st goal in life is attained!

to cat:
wa liew.. always not free! let us know of your schedules ok?! and yah.. ur prince charming will come de lar! the most i help u advertise to my classmates!!

to mouse:
ooi mouse, orientation dont go also ok de hor? i hate to flash my megawatt smiles at them. (due to yellowish teeth...zzz..)

to wei:
wei, peiwei, speak louder and behave more spontaneous lar! if not you'll bore the students to death! i know you can do it if you try de! gambatte in your new work!!!

the four of us shall reunite again!! cheers!

uPdate...

Feeling so bad and remorseful towards my loVely frens... miSs me rite? Gee! I miss u gals... but now i'm busy with work in the evening and the timing does not match and complements. Wat to do LehZ?
*Ms. Mousey, u seem to be engrossed with bf wor... bless u ya. :> *
*As the Lp and PW, dont work too hard wor... hope to have a gals gathering sooN. After this week, my schedule will be beTter le..*

From now till this comin sUn, i'm occupied with work in the evening or in msia during the wkends bcos grandpa's bday. Oh?!! Guess it has been months plus that i last meet up with u gals... sad sad!!! CannOt forget me de, k? WiLL u forget me when i'm there... keke! :X

LovE... I'm looking forward to this bcos.. I guess it's time for me to move ahead. Hope to finD the One meanT for me... Hope the best for the 4 oF us. JiaYou! muackS! Give all of U a Kiss.. and HUGS!**

having breaks

how i wish for a simpler life ?

if life comes without deceits , jealousy and unhappiness . I felt glad , a friend of mine is leaving for new zealand and i wish her all the best . Her new love had just started and it seens that acceptance doesn;t comes easy for her .Her ex had just ROM with somebody just after their r/ship .When is the last time i seen her happier ? she is just so brave . i knew a year ago the four of us were there and that was when we last saw her ex . Was it affinity that one year ago they broke up and then he met again on the day of new yeAR? going off to the airport to send her all . hopefully when she return . this new guy mr. alan will waited for her . About myself , my relationship is currently stable , nice and really simple .

In a human race , it is not a race against time but a race for contentment ....

i miss my guy , i miss everything about Him that I just wanted him .

and for that he is just what i need .

a trip to villa bali

hey girls! i went to villa bali yesterday night!

and ya.. i can say that it feels like you're in little bali yourself! with waitresses and waiters casually dressed in t-shirts and bermudas, that place is great for chilling out over glasses of drinks or just a quiet and romantic place for couples. =P

with drinks and snacks, you can expect $20 bucks per person. =)

okie, i'm still alive and waiting for my school to send me my time-table!!! wei's leaving this friday. SOBZ! i shall have to brave the battles alone!!!

take care girls and hope we can meet up as a group soon!

oh.. and i'm prone to having rashes after a glass of alcohol drinks. sucks. avoiding alcohol for the time being!

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