The last string attached

Today my mum just file for divorce today. Anyway now waiting for dad to sign the document before everything will end amicablely . Surprisely , Dad's initial reaction was can u return my rolex watch. Faint .... to me i would said my dad never act responsibly for this family now . Maybe in the past he did took care of this family . I feel abit upset , afterall they are my parents . Hmm, I supposed no one can understand my feeling even my bf can't helped much . I am feel tired of those nonsense i had put up with . sometime i just feel like crying but i feel no tears , they seem trapped within . Been rushing my assignment which is the best way to forget and not even to talk about . sometime , when i seen how things come to this situation was because my dad gambles , too much for us to bear , too much . my supposedly princess life ended when i was in sec 2 . My spendthrift habit ceases , coming to term with that i feel that it is a dramatic turn . Indeed , i experienced alot more in life had it not been so much happening . My parents made me learnt never to take the other party for grant , never find someone who gamble , smoke , flirt , or drink . Cos no man will change for a women and that is the reality of it .

I feel i am losing faith in some issue , i feel life stay as it is better than getting string attached with the one u love. Really , never chose someone u think u can change him cos old habit die hard. Had a small chit-chat with mum and she keep reminding me " never hate your dad" . I dun get it cos i just can't stand his immaturity . Really , it make me dread a life with the one , cos i dun wish to stay with someone and after many years love faded........


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I found out my username & password for the blog.

This 2 week I will be busy with studies. Having exam fixed on 4 of March & 7 of March. I will come often to the blog. So this time i will not miss anything le. You guys still can call me if you want to talk. I will always support de.

Li ping - Have a safe trip back. Wish that you take care of urself. Must sleep, rest n eat hor. Don't study too hard n work too hard. Must have time for urself too.

Ming hui - Wish that everything around you make you happy. Don''t give ur too much stress hor. Must have time to relax . heehee study hard n work hard in assignment.

Cat - Have a safe trip back. Wish that you are happy what you are ok? Don't be sad. Be yourself n be happy. We guys will be there for you. Jia you.