Christmas Present

Actually... i don't have much of a gift in mind or rather what i need except for the card holder lo.
But... pls don't find anything that is kiddy lo. hehe! If really can't find... then use the options :

1. Card holder
2. Skirt (Denim/ Silky-feel)
3. Cosmetics Pouch
4. Lip Gloss

*don't need to be stress by buying... its just a token. ^_^

But pls... gers..faster write down your wish list lo. I don't know what to buy... else i will just buy chocolates. Humph! o.O

2009 xmas wishlist

hi ladies,

please blog your x'mas wishlist here.Budget $15.:>

Meeting time for gift exchange: 26 december, sat
Venue: to be confirmed
Idea :
-steamboat? [FP vote for this! =) Tiong Bahru shopping mall has one which is quite nice! I miss that! =D ]
-BBQ?
- hotel buffet?

I shall start the ball rolling :

Catherine's top 3 wishlist
- cardholder with many slots for card(initiate by mouse)hehe
- ?
- ?


Lp's top 3 wishlist
- no more hellokitty products
- Khiel's lipbalm! =)
- Cute traveller's wallet for holding > 1 currency or a cute coin pouch

Mouse's top 3 wishlist
- Book: Have a little faith by Mitch Albom or Open secret by Tony Parson
- Nice t-shirt (dark purple):P
- Aromotheraphy scented candle - Lavendar / mint :>


Peiwei's top 3 wishlist
- cute sling bag for books(mentioned by wei)
- Big bangles to match her rock/hip style (idea contributed be fatty ping! ^-^V)
- Dress - dont know

from mouse:P

2009 xmas wishlist

hi ladies,

please blog your x'mas wishlist here.Budget $15.:>

Cycle?

To be loved or to love someone...

This is always in my mind for the past many years while pursing my happiness.

I feel like a piece of shit right now at this moment... i cannot believe that going one big round, i still choose to be with someone who love me deeply and willing to put me on first priority. Is that suppose to be this way? Love is suppose to sacrifice for the other person without any complaints or grudges. It is just all about giving and giving.

i just got a virtual tight slap on my face last afternoon and it awakened me up. Perhaps this is not the life i'm seeking and looking for all these while. I feel like a fool or rather a bitch who doesnt know how to treasure and cherish people who truly love me and to seek for the one i think is rightful. How do i measure it...? In terms of heart or monetary terms... or rather... being blissful with the person?

Gers... i'm reli lost... i'm going to square one.... did i make a wrong step in the first place?

The aftermath

Life is just as simple as being . Time to forget and lead on. Although the wound still hurt at time but I am telling myself to be strong. Time to live for myself and get him out of my mind.
after all the talks, yes indeed the answer had been clear so time to move on and get a guy who love , cherish and respect me :>

Jia you MH:>

StandiNg With Companion

Life been the same for me... work, work and work...

There is nothing much i'm doing right now except for work. Oh, there's one thing that i always look forward to is my skype call every evening with that someone. That someone seems to be able to brighten up my day or to end my day well. It started with joys and laughter and ended with that as well. The way he is... just doesn't reflect how long we have known.

You gers sld know who am i referring to right? (o.O)

This kind of conversation have been on-going for the past 2 weeks every night without fail. Rain or shine... msg, calls or over skype conversation. This is like filtrating into my life... unknowingly. FYI, he is age 50 this year... haha! Funny isnt it? This is the first time i'm walking so close with someone of that era... this is going to be once in a lifetime meeting someone who is able to share and listen that is not of ur era. It's like talking to my mum in a communicative manner... but i guess that day will nv come. Well, well... I'm just going to enjoy my singlehood and at the same time hAVING a good companionship ya?

Treasure, cherish with what we have... People who doesnt cherish us, hell with them. HEHE!

(-.-")

I'm nv going to get involve with a man with high ego, gambles and nv think for others but himself. This is going to be my revolution for my relationship. Gambatte! the day will come...
-- The one who truly loves, cherish us... will not allow us to shed tears or get hurt.

My friends, the foolishness I had

Dear friends ,

I would like to sincerely thank you for trying lift me up when i am at the lowest peak of my life.
My relationship is going to fail or should I say it had failed. Even though the outcome in on sunday , I already knew the answer in my heart. I did not hold expectation that he will want me back. After all many rounds of being tortured, I feel very numb, I can't even cried which is surprising. How come tears seem to freeze > sorry my friends I sound really upset. I had never loved someone that much , i had never expect that betrayal to come to me so fast.

Love no matter how hard you tried failed......

I am indeed very upset but however , I had been trying to ask myself to be strong.

I feel that he is torturing my mental to death

every cell is dying and insomnia , why din he let me off peacefully

fuck the bastard, fuck off LA I hate him

Mou...se

V day Special

Friday morning , I was in a buzz to an appt in town with boss and we were caught awe by the valentine smoke crowding all over us. was spending friday at a colleague's house for dinner and chit chatting. it was a busy day at work and finally we are off toKL's house. Previously we had planned to prepare a hamper for her and much to everyone's delight, she din found out until when we reach her house.

I was at KL's house till 2am plus and dearie keep bombing me with sms "when will you be back" and etc.... Finally I reached home at 3am, feeling so tired. I finally got my surprise. OMG, i spotted a bouquet of lovely rose in a carrier just beside my bed.

Thats' was my valentine special.

It was really a sweet gesture of him.


clmh