I just ended my 39 days of work finally and was relieved . Today i went to the Sony strategy building , the sale department , it was quite an eye opener . The company was so big , i was there to assist kenneth on the tabulation of the redemptions . Nevertheless , i still feel sick , my fever had subsided , so don't worry so much . He left me at a small meeting room to myself . For the whole of 7 hours , i was there busy tabulating without any distraction . It reminded me of the time I spent in CPF as a helpdesk officer .
anyway , i know i had been busy for anyone , even leonard . sorry to everyone .
Mousey's schedule
28th june wed - meet wheng yen to buy her stuff for studies at new zealand
29th june thur- meet SIM classmates ( karen, shirin , kenny , ZR)outing
30th june fri - finally a date with leonard ang to malaysia
1st july sat - stayover for football match world cup
2nd july sun - meet lp , cat , peiwei + sent wheng yen off :< ...
next outing ------- coming sunday 2nd july orchard meet 1pm .
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Monday, June 26, 2006
latest updates....
played majong for the 1st time in my life with my colleagues!!
cat! let's play majong next time if we're freE!! though i'm still a little slow and dishing out the wrong tiles at times.. hehe.
school's starting soon! haven receive any news from the school yet. inefficient school. *poo!*
peiwei's going to get a new job soon!! so happy for her! her 1st taste of independence!! ^-^ hope everything goes well. and sobz! peiwei, once u left the company i cannot poke fun at your slowness anymore! and no more sharing of 雷茶了！ sigh.. i bet all the aunties and uncles and everyone will miss you ar!!!!~~~~ becoz of you, this company has some innocence injected into it. but when u start work in another company, dont be so soft le ok??
must be firm! dont everything say yes!! if not you'll be taken advantage of!! and.. pls speak louder than before ok? if not i buy you a loudspeaker! hehe. all the best to your future endeavours!
and oh ya, read more books and papers!! improper use of languages can cause misunderstandings ya. =)
oh ya, cat... blogger does not have any limitations set on who can access it. perhaps u can start an msn space. it's like friendster but you can set permission on who can read your blog, profile, blah blah.
mouse, your body is the weakest among us! still work so harD! better eat more fruits and exercise more!!
ok, enough updates. mousE! time to organise another outing le!!! mIA for so long... aiyo...
^-^
cat! let's play majong next time if we're freE!! though i'm still a little slow and dishing out the wrong tiles at times.. hehe.
school's starting soon! haven receive any news from the school yet. inefficient school. *poo!*
peiwei's going to get a new job soon!! so happy for her! her 1st taste of independence!! ^-^ hope everything goes well. and sobz! peiwei, once u left the company i cannot poke fun at your slowness anymore! and no more sharing of 雷茶了！ sigh.. i bet all the aunties and uncles and everyone will miss you ar!!!!~~~~ becoz of you, this company has some innocence injected into it. but when u start work in another company, dont be so soft le ok??
must be firm! dont everything say yes!! if not you'll be taken advantage of!! and.. pls speak louder than before ok? if not i buy you a loudspeaker! hehe. all the best to your future endeavours!
and oh ya, read more books and papers!! improper use of languages can cause misunderstandings ya. =)
oh ya, cat... blogger does not have any limitations set on who can access it. perhaps u can start an msn space. it's like friendster but you can set permission on who can read your blog, profile, blah blah.
mouse, your body is the weakest among us! still work so harD! better eat more fruits and exercise more!!
ok, enough updates. mousE! time to organise another outing le!!! mIA for so long... aiyo...
^-^
Sunday, June 18, 2006
Friday, June 16, 2006
My Life...
I've been like idling around ever since the day i tender my resignation letter. My daily routine other than learning driving... basically, there's nothing much for me to do. I'm goona bored to death soon. This is so much different from you, ms. mousey. Thank gd care of yourself, k? Do not overwork ya... later collapse. *faint* then we will sad sad wor.
Counting down to the departure day... less than 2 months, less with 7 weeks. Haiz, I don't even know where to start packing lehz. Goodness, I'm going to pack my entire wardrobe into my baggage. Alamak! This is making me headache...
Gals, reli miss hanging out together... let's arrange some time out where it is able to accomodates every of our timing...miss u! and Take Care!
Counting down to the departure day... less than 2 months, less with 7 weeks. Haiz, I don't even know where to start packing lehz. Goodness, I'm going to pack my entire wardrobe into my baggage. Alamak! This is making me headache...
Gals, reli miss hanging out together... let's arrange some time out where it is able to accomodates every of our timing...miss u! and Take Care!
I'm fine
I 'm seriously at the pace I am having , I wonders when would be the last asthma attack surfaced again . Work at Lucky plaza was okie , doing redemption work wasn;t difficuit . Sometimes , i feel terribly lonely because I haven been going out lately . Recently ., i just went out with my sony colleagues for steamboat at marina south , it was fun and enjoyable . that was the only off day i had . By the way , remember to pack everything you need !!! I guess , i won'y be able to meet you girls till my last day of the roadshow on 26th june . But if you all don't mind , you can come down and meet me for dinner in town . haha . Feel so terribly tired and restless but i am fine now . TAKE CARE .
" it always seem a decade to know someone , when we persisted , there is hope. "
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
i'm back!
i'm back! i'm back!
so happy to be back!! muahaha..
it wasnt exactly fun and enjoyable... but still.. the trip was ok coz.. i get to play the indoor theme park in genting! boohooohooo!!!~~
ok, i'm tired. lol. due to my period, i'm suffering from tiredness to the extreme.
hey cat, i'm ALright de lar! haiyo.. if not you wont see me smiling like a clown everyday le!
and mouse, what happened to u huh? ur blog entry doesnt sounds right. shall give u a call once i rejuvenate!
peiwei! i'm going to work tml! =P
ok cat, i shall take leave in august to send u off! and in the meantime we shall all decide when to meet again!
miss u all! lalalal~~
so happy to be back!! muahaha..
it wasnt exactly fun and enjoyable... but still.. the trip was ok coz.. i get to play the indoor theme park in genting! boohooohooo!!!~~
ok, i'm tired. lol. due to my period, i'm suffering from tiredness to the extreme.
hey cat, i'm ALright de lar! haiyo.. if not you wont see me smiling like a clown everyday le!
and mouse, what happened to u huh? ur blog entry doesnt sounds right. shall give u a call once i rejuvenate!
peiwei! i'm going to work tml! =P
ok cat, i shall take leave in august to send u off! and in the meantime we shall all decide when to meet again!
miss u all! lalalal~~
Lookin forward.. :)
1st of aLL, Lp.. I saw the lovely pics. REli sweet and nice of u. Feel the sweetness in you and it brought me smile and laughter throughout the day. AS for u, u got to take things easy and let go of your past. It's pretty meaningless to grad onto something when u know it isn't going to help nor bring joys into yur life, right? Reli Appreciate and thank god for allowing me to know u gals and bringing us together. It isn't easy to bring 2 person together and sharing their laughter, joys or sadness but luckily... god brings the 4 of us together. It's Great!!! Seriously, i truely treasure our friendship and truthfully feels that our friendship can withstand distance... (",)
*I Love U* (Mousey, Lp & PeiWei) ~ bE Assure that i wouldn't forget u all despite the fact that I'll be flying of in less than 2 months time... Can reli start to countdown as days pass... :> Muacks muacks!!!
So many many things for me to look forward to ya?
Hohoho... finally, the HR personnel get back to me. I just went to sign the contract agreement yesterday and till now, it seems like a dream. Yeh!!! I'm leavin on the 12th of August... But one bad thing is, I'll have to wait till the departure date and idle around for this period. There is like nothing much for me to do now... Wat can i do to pass my time productively and effectively? I need a part time job...
Btw, thx for your lovely support ya? (",) So, since the date has been tentatively fixed on the 12th of August... i guess u know wat to do right? haha~In 2 months time, u can look into my blogs and i shall update u gals. =>Btw, any of u can teach me how to limit others from reading my blog? Or sld i jux make do with it? eh??!**
I'm v blurr blurr sotong who is not v IT-savvy as compared to u gals... *pai seh* =P& i miss hanging out with u gals.... let's try to fix a day to meet up and catch up, k? Look forwARD TO it...
Sunday, June 11, 2006
happier and anticipating
sometimes i woke up feeling contented and loved. i do. realised that even without love, i still feel that it's enough. my family and friends, my beloved colleagues. somehow, they managed to lessen the pain, narrow the hurt and bring comfort to my solitary life.
Cat's impending departure from Singapore reminded me of my past. of how i wished that i could just leave everything behind and start anew in a foreign country. or rather, i once wished for a car accident so that i can be in a comatose state, forget everything and start a life, confident again.
it wasnt an easy feat. to be defeated in such a way. i'm always owning things if i want to. however, that failed relationship turned my life upside down. that was the first defeat i've ever tasted. for the folly of being over-confident and a laid back attitude towards it aggravate the relationship even further. and that's prolly the reason why ivan got me curious. to sum it up, his past was similar to mine but not distinctly similar. (btw, he has found a new gf! happy for him coz that time i encouraged him to get out of his shell! muahaha..)
i've tried to run away from my past. i've tried all ways to forget. but the harder i tried, the more pain i felt. it's as if memories wont leave me alone. and every little corner i stepped upon, his presence can be felt.
simply abandoning everything wasnt as easy as i wanted it to be. how can i explain to my family that i wanted to leave singapore? how am i going to survive on my pathetic savings and how i can live independently? i aborted plans to go overseas then. i'll have a hard time explaining if i were to.
every night, i woke up. grimacing each time memories came flooding back. staying awake to stop having dreams of him. and then when i dreamt of him, i wished i can sleep on forever. the memories of him still huanting me was prevalent. to stop myself from his hurt, i self-destruct myself. to a certain extent that i do not want to sleep. i'd purposely skip meals to let the gastric pain distract me from my thoughts. soon, i was in a rage.
my skin condition began to downslide. a defeat to my self-confidence. a stop to being confident. hate and rage grew. i hated everything in my life. i couldnt pick up the courage to look at myself in the mirror. a hideous face that i wouldnt want to acknowledge. i blamed him for robbing away my smiles, for the me that wasnt even me.
i lost myself then. luckily, friends and colleagues made my day. they accepted me for the way i looked. they put in efforts to make my day a happier one. i'm really thankful to you girls and them.
cat, i knew perhaps you wanted a different environment to shed off your past. i give u my support! but then i will also worry for your safety over there. you got to be strong and stand up again okie? time is what you need. do not try to hasten the process of forgetting. let the memories hurt you till it numbed you. i believe there's a day where you'll be smiling widely again.
do not lose faith in yourself. believe. afterall, it's your life. do what your heart feel too! =) i've made it to be happier! you can do it too!
hope the picture below will cheer you up! =D
Cat's impending departure from Singapore reminded me of my past. of how i wished that i could just leave everything behind and start anew in a foreign country. or rather, i once wished for a car accident so that i can be in a comatose state, forget everything and start a life, confident again.
it wasnt an easy feat. to be defeated in such a way. i'm always owning things if i want to. however, that failed relationship turned my life upside down. that was the first defeat i've ever tasted. for the folly of being over-confident and a laid back attitude towards it aggravate the relationship even further. and that's prolly the reason why ivan got me curious. to sum it up, his past was similar to mine but not distinctly similar. (btw, he has found a new gf! happy for him coz that time i encouraged him to get out of his shell! muahaha..)
i've tried to run away from my past. i've tried all ways to forget. but the harder i tried, the more pain i felt. it's as if memories wont leave me alone. and every little corner i stepped upon, his presence can be felt.
simply abandoning everything wasnt as easy as i wanted it to be. how can i explain to my family that i wanted to leave singapore? how am i going to survive on my pathetic savings and how i can live independently? i aborted plans to go overseas then. i'll have a hard time explaining if i were to.
every night, i woke up. grimacing each time memories came flooding back. staying awake to stop having dreams of him. and then when i dreamt of him, i wished i can sleep on forever. the memories of him still huanting me was prevalent. to stop myself from his hurt, i self-destruct myself. to a certain extent that i do not want to sleep. i'd purposely skip meals to let the gastric pain distract me from my thoughts. soon, i was in a rage.
my skin condition began to downslide. a defeat to my self-confidence. a stop to being confident. hate and rage grew. i hated everything in my life. i couldnt pick up the courage to look at myself in the mirror. a hideous face that i wouldnt want to acknowledge. i blamed him for robbing away my smiles, for the me that wasnt even me.
i lost myself then. luckily, friends and colleagues made my day. they accepted me for the way i looked. they put in efforts to make my day a happier one. i'm really thankful to you girls and them.
cat, i knew perhaps you wanted a different environment to shed off your past. i give u my support! but then i will also worry for your safety over there. you got to be strong and stand up again okie? time is what you need. do not try to hasten the process of forgetting. let the memories hurt you till it numbed you. i believe there's a day where you'll be smiling widely again.
do not lose faith in yourself. believe. afterall, it's your life. do what your heart feel too! =) i've made it to be happier! you can do it too!
hope the picture below will cheer you up! =D
gambatte!!!
ces't le vie
I always feel there is a special bonding between friendship cause it lasts for a lifetime . I had been lucky throughout my life , though I may not own the richness in this world , the perfection in God's creation. But somehow , i feel blessed in some way there is always someone looking out for me . As the days are looming nearer , I felt that catherine's departure may be part of the reason that makes me nostalgia . All i know i hope to wish her (CATHERINE LIM YING XIN ) all the best and don't forget me aka xiao lau shu (mouse) . I had a tiring day at work , infact i am always tired , i feel so emotionally and physically drained . It was as if I was working non-stop and my body was repelling me that I need a break badly . I got leonard a wallet today cos i seen his wallet was really old and the coin compartment is spoiled . I spent quite a bit probably had to scrimp and save then .
Glad to say I am contented with finding The One , I always feel He was like as if someone i love now and ever and infact this feeling do last for a long time . I always have this feeling that this guy would probably be the last person i ever wanan to love . That is enough . my girls i knew you all will be saying I am too emotional or sentimental . Mouse and leon is there, it was as if i knew since the day i I met Him . She is really basking in happiness and wishes her cat , lp and pw will get that happiness too :> the word do rhythm " when you meet it , you will realised then ...."
I used to feel that briAn treat me seriously but somehow in the relationship i was hurt throughly . Nevertheless i still stood on my feet and get back my courage to face reality . REality he wasn;t the one for me nor was I . My naiveness had outgrown me . One day , i suddenly feel why do i keep hanging on to someone who don't cherish me . it is simply not worth it . Bc did called me a few nights ago just to tell me that " do u hav a special feeling today cos i feel like calling you today . " That night when i received this call , i just brushed it off saying " don;t bullshit . " That was the final straw .
sometime , i recalled the happy times , the sad times i had , all i could recalled now is the way leonard treat me . The goodness i seen in him though he may not be able to to give me the best comforts in life but he was there for me whenever i need him . That was truly enough . I wanted to share with my friends don't keep living in the past but look ahead . We will be strong enough to overcome these hidden fear we once had . I once felt that I couldn't fall in the love with anyone cos brian had made me a "cold" person . I was so numbed that i feel solitary is my comforts . '
mouse
" If life is a story , i wish mine will be a heartwarming one till the end . "
Glad to say I am contented with finding The One , I always feel He was like as if someone i love now and ever and infact this feeling do last for a long time . I always have this feeling that this guy would probably be the last person i ever wanan to love . That is enough . my girls i knew you all will be saying I am too emotional or sentimental . Mouse and leon is there, it was as if i knew since the day i I met Him . She is really basking in happiness and wishes her cat , lp and pw will get that happiness too :> the word do rhythm " when you meet it , you will realised then ...."
I used to feel that briAn treat me seriously but somehow in the relationship i was hurt throughly . Nevertheless i still stood on my feet and get back my courage to face reality . REality he wasn;t the one for me nor was I . My naiveness had outgrown me . One day , i suddenly feel why do i keep hanging on to someone who don't cherish me . it is simply not worth it . Bc did called me a few nights ago just to tell me that " do u hav a special feeling today cos i feel like calling you today . " That night when i received this call , i just brushed it off saying " don;t bullshit . " That was the final straw .
sometime , i recalled the happy times , the sad times i had , all i could recalled now is the way leonard treat me . The goodness i seen in him though he may not be able to to give me the best comforts in life but he was there for me whenever i need him . That was truly enough . I wanted to share with my friends don't keep living in the past but look ahead . We will be strong enough to overcome these hidden fear we once had . I once felt that I couldn't fall in the love with anyone cos brian had made me a "cold" person . I was so numbed that i feel solitary is my comforts . '
mouse
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
hi all!!
hi cat! hi mouse! hi wei!
set up this blog so that all of us can update our upcoming events, daily lives gossips, blah blah. and for the convenience of cat to know how we've been doing.
let's make a promise! by not letting anyone knows of this blog address alright?
coz i'll be able to at least blog what's real about me. the public blog had me annoyed sometimes with people whom i do not know well, commenting on what i've written. i mean, it wasnt really much of an issue and i do not need their care, much less their concerns.
i do not want people tracking down my moves, on where i'll be going and what i'll be doing. even though at times, i seriously want to share what i'm going to do and the happiness that came from within me.
i build walls. and only a special few can have a glimpse of what my real thoughts are. in here, without being discovered, i feel at ease. i need that!
lol.
cat, time's running fast. awww.. perhaps you can just postphone the date of departure? T.T
i bet mousey will cry on the day of your departure!! =P
ok girls, i'll be going to cameron highlands and genting from the 12/06/2006 to 15/06-2006. so leave a message here or whatever! shall contact you girls when i'm back again!
i'm a little nervous about school. geee..
set up this blog so that all of us can update our upcoming events, daily lives gossips, blah blah. and for the convenience of cat to know how we've been doing.
let's make a promise! by not letting anyone knows of this blog address alright?
coz i'll be able to at least blog what's real about me. the public blog had me annoyed sometimes with people whom i do not know well, commenting on what i've written. i mean, it wasnt really much of an issue and i do not need their care, much less their concerns.
i do not want people tracking down my moves, on where i'll be going and what i'll be doing. even though at times, i seriously want to share what i'm going to do and the happiness that came from within me.
i build walls. and only a special few can have a glimpse of what my real thoughts are. in here, without being discovered, i feel at ease. i need that!
lol.
cat, time's running fast. awww.. perhaps you can just postphone the date of departure? T.T
i bet mousey will cry on the day of your departure!! =P
ok girls, i'll be going to cameron highlands and genting from the 12/06/2006 to 15/06-2006. so leave a message here or whatever! shall contact you girls when i'm back again!
i'm a little nervous about school. geee..
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
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