recents

hi all ,

I had been slacking for the past two days since i submitted the otd report . It really drained me alot of energy and I am doing pair work with a gal that is more fierce than me . So , guess what i feel i had to volunteer myself to do most of the part of this otd report. who understands anyway ? I haven been able to sleep early for an entire week , clocking 3 am . Feel so drained that tue n wed , i had been having fun or i never look at my laptop or anything . Stupid msn keep having problems that prevent from logging in for the past 2 weeks. enough!!! can anyone help me ?

lp ,---probably u all can get crystal a present and celebrate with her on another day instead on the actual day, meet somewhere in town . Prehape some friends are just no longer that close anymore ? I really hope we all still stay bonded in certain ways .

peiwei ---- can u reply my sms for dinner ? wondering when u free ? just give me your schedules , pls take good care of yourself as the weather is getting abnormal recently .

CAT - hey, must gambatte , dun be bothered by what people say . we are who we are ,dun give up even there is a difficult path ahead . i know it is really sad and lonely over there . i supposed things will pass . people will mature one day . probably u can befriend your room mate.

i just went ktv today with leonard and yesterday this fellow accompany me to clementi to have my porridge . something really paiseh , there was one incident that it is raining and he offered to help me wash my clothes since it is dirty --- but he forgotten to take out from the dryer .
guess what ? his mum help me hang my clothes on one side ... i feel so ....erm...really pretend as normal m what should i do ? gulity ? cos u all know i wash my clothes with hands ... which is rather intensive so leonard say can just wash n put in dryer , 15 min will be okie ...

hmm , went to sony training also , and someone point out to me saying , do u know u r not a creative person .... will u be suitable for marketing ? u r probably more suitable for HR cos u got good social skills but sometime unknowingly u will offend ppl with your words ....

i guess this is partly true , i love to mix around and somewords just hurt people. i dunno why.

hmm , hopefully the following week/ weekend i be able to meet LEE PEI WEI and MISS TAN LAYPENG ... haha ... jia you --your order of the anti-virus software had arrived !!!! finally the guy delivered here ... so long


and miss catherine , i just saw a primary school named after u , saint catherine ...

oke gimme a REPLY ... ESP miss lee (not me)

about leonard , i think recently he is so into talking cock and being lame . that sometime he offend me unknowingly ... guess conflict really do come in . think this morning i vent my angry by screaming at him... why couldn;t i control myself n think twice. A relationship take more than just love . mum n my r/ship been improving , so far i am able to talk to her calmly ...

reis ... the mouse and da mi .

updates..

Hi girls,
hope all of you are feeling fine. these days.. i've been swarmed by thoughts. not necessarily negative ones but thoughts that let me ponders for days.

my contract is expiring next june. in any case if you're wondering if i'm going to continue staying in my current company, my answer now would be a "no.". i hate to admit it but i really hate to leave this curent company. the obstacles that challenged my mind, build my characters and ya.. ultimately the reason goes back to them. i love them. my colleagues, at times my bosses.

they're the people that i've spent most of my time with. when i'm feeling bored and lonely, they'll never fail to make my day by making me laugh and they do accomodate my schedules, most often showering me with their care and concern, melting away my skills of manipulation. my suppliers, they're on pretty good terms with me. i've discussed with one on my plans to leave this company next year. surprisingly, he had quite a number of job offers which i'm interested in. i'll see how when the day nears. i really want to try out being a business development executive, so i'm praying that god could let my face heal fast. fade away the scars and i want to live life like i've never before.

goals and dreams waiting for me to fulfil. and i'm anticipating that. god, let my face heals wont you? i'll promise to be good and not laugh at my foe for their shortcomings again. i swear!!~~

girls, you know looks really matter in this working society. it can attract people to you, having them to offer help to u without even putting in lots of effort to get what you want. peiwei, i mean serious and we would like to see you brush up on ur appearance more often! no offence ok? working society is as realistic as it can be. looking well-groomed speaks a lot. your confidence will show. trust will develop. imagine meeting a client or someone who is not from your company looing in your most dishevelled form. how can you command trust and respect from strangers?

even if you're not very high in intelligent quotience but looks can cast a spell on people to make them willing to listen to what you say. although looks comes in second compared to EQ.

now, moving on to the next topic. friendship.

crystal's 21st birthday is coming. she's holding it in west coast. imagine the reluctance from our faces. roman, huiping, huifen and me. the 3 people mentioned except me live the furthest away from west coast. i, being a road idiot doesnt knows where west coast is. so.. huifen tried to tell crystal that we'll nt be attending her birthday due to the distance, to have crystal telling her that it's her 21st and she'll pay for our cab fares.

no. it isnt the cab fares that we mind. it's the inconvenience of us getting there and home. however, i realised one thing. some friends just couldnt be more than friends with you. there are friends whom i actively volunteer to go to their birthday celebrations regardless of the distance. yeah.

so.. it's back to how close you're with this person that u'll be more than willing to go.

sigh. i know we're being bad here but it's just this imaginary line that wasnt passed. it's just us not being extremely close to her, dont ask me why. i dont know. if it's ping and fen or roman, i'll be more than willing to appear in front of them, not in clubbing scene of coz.

alright, that speaks the end of my super long entry. if you're wondering how life is for me right now, the picture below speaks a thousand words.

i need to quit being lazy. tsk..

don't be despair

hey , sorry i had been doing disappearing act for two weeks ? i simply cannot recall how time passed . lp ah ... pls relax a bit , it is alright to be fell back two chapters away , i am sure u can do it . i realised i been selfish in dealing with my own stuffs that i simply forget the understanding of human relationship - friendship . LP dun be so worry about dad , he will turn out alright , want go bugis temple pray ? i can accompany u . As for peiwei , pls remember to eat your lunch and everything . For myself , i had been feeling bad or sort of gulit . I had been sick one week and i realised my mosquites or rashes don;t seem to heal even though it had been there a week plus already and the mark is like blue black . i really scared something is happening to my body . About the sickness , i had been prescribed flu , cough and throat medicine and inaddition , ventolin .... is my asthma attacks getting frequent ? i feared death my friend . pls take good care of yourself . hope we will be able to meet this coming sunday ..... badminton or shopping , any takers ? i miss u all ...

recently i had been busying doing my organization and theory project , pair work with karen but initially we did not progress much and currently i did alot of research and been going to n fro to library . so currently hope i can draft out this by friday . Besides , sometimes , i feel karen is irresponsible in some way not in doing project like for example she meet me for project discussion , she can forgot to come and in the end waste my time n energy. i seriously was trying to find a balance point to cooridnate my project work due on coming monday .

Today is sunday , i waked up about 12 pm in the noon cos last night i slept at 3am plus to finish up the draftin guides for the marketing project . Then from 1to 3pm i do revision for m accounting homework . finally left half an hours i went to bukit panjiang plaza library to borrow 4 books on my projects . such a boring days ... and then went to leonard house to continue my accounting homework on tuesday . i hope to pass this accounting modules , dun wanan to waste my mum money .....i wonder why do i have so many commitements . i am beginning to feel crazy . i realised i haven to town for months ? and now i just finished a small portion of my otd project , tml i am going to make full use of my time in library doing . i finally brought a shoes to repair my pink pump cos it is like going to give me a big fall anytime , the soles is gone .

do u feel that we always do not have enough time to do everything , i wanan to do alot of things , meeting u all , go aunties house , i feel lousy . sorry just venting out unhappiness .

take care .

it wasnt exactly what we wanted

too many things happened since cat's departure.

yeah. read thru mouse and wei's blog and of coz cat's blog too.

all except cat were doing well. gambatte nei cat!

wei's having a rough patch at work. whilst mouse's sick and negativity thoughts seems to be the one surrounding her.

well, peiwei, you shld not bother too much about your guiltiness. it might not be directly due to you that the particular person got sacked. to sack a person, you need more than one person to have a bad perception about him/her. as for mouse, do take care and try to stay optimisitic!

i've been going through a rough patch in life recently. the luxury lifestyle ends this week. due to dad's health, the nutrionist draft out what kinds of food he can eat and what he cant eat. the frequent trips to restuarants and dad buying me anderson's ice-creams... gone were the days.

the last person to buy me an anderson's ice-cream. that brand of ice-creams spoilt me and they taste exceptionally nice when the people you loved bought it for you. sigh.

dad's been hospitalised since monday. he asked for an early discharge and he'll be going to do an MRI scan later. the days when he were in the hospital had be worried and drained. i bet mum was too. and of coz my brothers. we didnt managed to sleep well.

dad still couldnt walk well without mum's assistance. for the time being, mum's driving dad out for a walk or to a nearby petrol station.

and now, i'm here. praying. god answered half of the prayers even though i cursed and swore the day my dad went into the hospital. i thought, god was going to rob me of my dad and cripple my world again.

the inadequate sleep had me feeling groggy and irritated and grumpy that i gave my lecture mate who is a guy a hard stare when he used his hands to nudge me. i hate to be touched by guys. this lecture mate had me feeling weird.

he shows too much care and concern abt my life that i feel that his efforts wont pay in the end. other issues about different people i shant mention at this time. just that the time's not right. my heart dont flutter. i pushed people off the cliff before they stepped near to my heart.

cold-hearted. and it'll remain this way.

work's going to be heavier. another new project coming in. Business Intelligence tools after ERP. a little excited but worried. the heavy workload would affect my school work. as of now, i'm already 5 chapters and 2 assignments behind. *stressed*

alright girls, i shall stop here. take care and smile okiez?

p/s: cat and wei! i know how to cook a little le! =D will be meeting yc in september to impart my skills to her! lalalala~

facets of life

3 of us squating there looking at the oven ....
note,this is creation of lp mixing the ingredients of the cookie for cat /....together with peiwei and me :> ....
peiwei mixing the flour and lp went there to help out.
mousey .... cutting almond nuts

to my friends

hi everyone,

I will be very busy this two week. Coz i need to attend night class until 10.00pm. But you guys can still call me in hp or home.

take care and all the best

14 August 2006

Cat leaving make me feel sad but I know that she will be back after that. I didn't sleep well that day and end up feeling sleepy in lesson, but overall i did manage it. heehee. today in the afternoon i receive the sms of cat forward by mouse. it is good to get new from her. I also read her blog. ganbatte yo. heeehee:)


today 14 august 06 is such a bad day for me.
I got stomach pain now haha. I keep gtg to the toilet.
Actually now i should go to sleep as tml i need to go somewhere far. I need to go there for almost two week sob sob. I have to wake up early despite that I have to attend night class until 10.00pm. my life is getting more and more different and challenging. i couldn't sleep now as i slept lot in the afternoon. I know no matter what i have to sleep but not sleepy. haha Hope that i will be able to sleep now and keep up for tml work.

how r u ?

hi cat ,

how have u been ? Uncle gordon safety send us all home yesterday . But i keep chatting with him throughout the ride and he forgotten how to go back my home , we went from clementi to mandai . Today is saturday , i had been sleeping the whole day . When i reached home it is already 4am and then bathe and everything 5 am . received lp n pw sms about missing u . i am starting to miss u too . Realities do set in when i realised u r physically not here . do give us a reply when u see this . take care, . Next week i will be having my accounting test 1 on tuesday morning 9.20 -10.30am followed by a assignment . Hey , don;t worry me n lp won;t bully peiwei . anyway , u updates us about what u r doing ? wanan to know your situation there ?


regard ,
clara .

my 1st foie gras in my life.

=)

i'm a happy happy girl tonight.

spoilt and pampered, that is.

the world outside is spoiling me at such a fast rate. i'm beginning to develop expensive taste for certain food. my japanese boss treated us for dinner at a japanese restaurant in Chijmes. my 1st dinner there. =P

and the bill amounts to an estimated sum of 400++ to 500 ++ i think.

a plate of sashimi cost $100++ and he ordered 2 plates of it.

besides that, the main highlight of the day was the foie gras. everyone goes woah... the instant we put it into our mouth. gosh.. the taste was heavenly. it seriously was.

other than that, it was the appetizers, the kamarashis & the desserts. mmMMmmm... simply delicious! plus the service was pretty good. i'd wld want to be pampered like this once in a while. and i hope one day i can bring my whole family there just to indulge in their foie gras.

hehehe.

my jap boss paid for my purchase of bread and an additional dessert from Meiya supermarket near clarke quay. muahaha.. one piece of that bread look-a-like cost me a bowl of noodle in the food court. gosh..

my boss certainly has an expensive taste isnt it?

and nice food always makes my day.

pampered and spoilt. i'll hope life remains this way.

no worries. just happiness.

oh ya..

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