believe. all you need to do is to have faith again

hi girls..

i'm happily resting at home right now. booo.. my gastric worked up on me again. my supplier called and i blamed him for that. making him feel guilty for working till late last night. boohooohooo... i like to bully my suppliers. hehehe.

girls, i do not know whether it's a blessing to me or not. it just sounds too good to be true ya? one of the petrochemical company asked for my resume. offering an IT executive postition with pay ranging from 2,200 to 2,600. well, it's a dream job for me. 1stly, i'll have to deal with ERP again. Secondly, it's all about project mgmt. project mgmt is the field that i'll ultimately settle down in. imagine.. how much rich experience i can get if i can get into that company.

however.. here's the bad news. the company just increased my pay and it's like i wld have to pay 3 months salary if i were to leave immediately. if nt i'll have to give a 3 months notice.

i really want to go to that company even though i know i'll have to adapt to my new environment. i believe that the environment there would be more high machs than in my current company. yes, i'll miss my colleagues and my jap boss. my SG boss, a highly insecure guy sometimes do make me doubt his sincerity in having me in this company.

sigh..

so i pray that i'll be able to get that job. at least i can have more spare money to give to my parents. the rest for school fees.

mousey, take good care and gambatte in ur accounting test. don't worry, negative feedbacks are there just to make us stronger. and believe again. have faith. there are people who'll be by ur side cheering u on till u reach the ending point. gambatte!

peiwei, all the best to ur test too! remember not to skip ur meals too often if nt... u'll incur additional medical bills for ur gastric. no joke.

cat, glad that u've found some close frens! hooray! things gonna get better for you! whenever you're feeling down, fret not, take out the little book and find some inspiration!!!

haha, alright girls, i need lots of prayers now. one of my supplier is supportive of my switch. mum and my colleague, wing too. i'll just hope that i'll be able to survive this year.

seriously in need for a tutor. sigh..