Confused & swayed...

MY god... my feelings is being swayed. I don't know if i'm being swayed or is it bcos of the love that is gone... i'm feeling so confused now.

IS it bcos of another man who is treating me better than dennis to make me feel this way? I dont know wat am i feeling and i don't know what i sld do. I'm starting to let go of my feelings for dennis little by little each day... as day goes by, he just made me feel that the r/s is a no no. Furthermore, this man just make it worse by telling me that he nv thought of getting married yet. IT just made me feel so bad n thus... making me feel this way.

~~gers... remember the guy who treated me v well? I'm sure mouse will know which guy right? He is just waiting for me to nod my head and he is there for me... understand wat i mean? But dennis is just making me feel its impossible... :(

finally found a job

hey gals ,

I got alot to update you but I just can't seem to blog it out . I finally found a job as a marketing executive in a french mnc , paywise is okie , and good renumeraiton package to me . I was glad I din eventually settle down for the event job as when i read the employment terms and conditions , it just din appeal to me and the agent actually reject the company on my behalf before i made up any deciison .

Yesterday went down to sign the employment form and went off to meet shop for some work clothes . I am setting down a small budget buying clothes that were necessary . I suddenly feel so grown-up having a bigger responsibility in life . I wanted to do this job well and hope I won't disappointed my future boss .

We should really meet-up some days , probably next weekend and i probably had so much to tell u about my new job environment . Guess i make a mistake going into the company with the CEO greetin me and I din shake hand with him . oh my god what a terrible me . i must had reflect unprofessional toward him . I will ensure my first day at work i must really greet him .

To lp : hey gal u should post up some initimate moment from bintan !!!

to cat : jia you on your job as well :>

To peiwei , do well for your studies and dun be over stressed up

reis

Bintan Trip for 1st year anniversary

Hello Girls!

heesh.. Since i have the time, might as well blog while working! Back from Bintan trip! though not as what i've imagined. Going to bintan is like taking an airplane to thailand and stay there for 3 days and shop like crazy. The expenditure we spent there was like crazy. EVerything's way too expensive!!

Darling bought me a handphone. A sony white handphone! my 3rd white phone in my life. Love it very much! once a sony fan, always will be! i think Peiwei and Mouse will agree with me! Ah Cat, change to sony lar! =)

Darlign wrote something on the wrapper of the phone.

'I hope i can live a day longer than my beloved darling....

So that i can take care of her for the rest of my life.'

enjoy the pics!

hE's BaCK!!! ;)

Yea!!! What i was awaiting... he came back to s'pore!

--- IT was reli nice of him trying to give me a surprise by coming back earlier. But... but... i'm too clever to be deceived. hehe! He just went MIA For a night and i can't contact him and suddenly when he is back, he msg me thr internet asking for my new office address. That is so weird isnt it? Cat cat... is not stupid de ma. How can he think of me so simply?

Anyway, I'm done with my album for him... it was so rush for me. I stopped halfway when he said gonna come back mid of july and out of nowhere, he is here... right with me. Gers... show u the album b4 he gets to see it. :)

~ Btw, mouse... hope u can sort your thoughts on your job... tink it thr and dont regret ya? Consider all the factors...