Life is just as simple as being . Time to forget and lead on. Although the wound still hurt at time but I am telling myself to be strong. Time to live for myself and get him out of my mind.
after all the talks, yes indeed the answer had been clear so time to move on and get a guy who love , cherish and respect me :>
Jia you MH:>
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Thursday, April 23, 2009
StandiNg With Companion
Life been the same for me... work, work and work...
There is nothing much i'm doing right now except for work. Oh, there's one thing that i always look forward to is my skype call every evening with that someone. That someone seems to be able to brighten up my day or to end my day well. It started with joys and laughter and ended with that as well. The way he is... just doesn't reflect how long we have known.
You gers sld know who am i referring to right? (o.O)
This kind of conversation have been on-going for the past 2 weeks every night without fail. Rain or shine... msg, calls or over skype conversation. This is like filtrating into my life... unknowingly. FYI, he is age 50 this year... haha! Funny isnt it? This is the first time i'm walking so close with someone of that era... this is going to be once in a lifetime meeting someone who is able to share and listen that is not of ur era. It's like talking to my mum in a communicative manner... but i guess that day will nv come. Well, well... I'm just going to enjoy my singlehood and at the same time hAVING a good companionship ya?
Treasure, cherish with what we have... People who doesnt cherish us, hell with them. HEHE!
(-.-")
I'm nv going to get involve with a man with high ego, gambles and nv think for others but himself. This is going to be my revolution for my relationship. Gambatte! the day will come...
-- The one who truly loves, cherish us... will not allow us to shed tears or get hurt.
There is nothing much i'm doing right now except for work. Oh, there's one thing that i always look forward to is my skype call every evening with that someone. That someone seems to be able to brighten up my day or to end my day well. It started with joys and laughter and ended with that as well. The way he is... just doesn't reflect how long we have known.
You gers sld know who am i referring to right? (o.O)
This kind of conversation have been on-going for the past 2 weeks every night without fail. Rain or shine... msg, calls or over skype conversation. This is like filtrating into my life... unknowingly. FYI, he is age 50 this year... haha! Funny isnt it? This is the first time i'm walking so close with someone of that era... this is going to be once in a lifetime meeting someone who is able to share and listen that is not of ur era. It's like talking to my mum in a communicative manner... but i guess that day will nv come. Well, well... I'm just going to enjoy my singlehood and at the same time hAVING a good companionship ya?
Treasure, cherish with what we have... People who doesnt cherish us, hell with them. HEHE!
(-.-")
I'm nv going to get involve with a man with high ego, gambles and nv think for others but himself. This is going to be my revolution for my relationship. Gambatte! the day will come...
-- The one who truly loves, cherish us... will not allow us to shed tears or get hurt.
Friday, April 17, 2009
My friends, the foolishness I had
Dear friends ,
I would like to sincerely thank you for trying lift me up when i am at the lowest peak of my life.
My relationship is going to fail or should I say it had failed. Even though the outcome in on sunday , I already knew the answer in my heart. I did not hold expectation that he will want me back. After all many rounds of being tortured, I feel very numb, I can't even cried which is surprising. How come tears seem to freeze > sorry my friends I sound really upset. I had never loved someone that much , i had never expect that betrayal to come to me so fast.
Love no matter how hard you tried failed......
I am indeed very upset but however , I had been trying to ask myself to be strong.
I feel that he is torturing my mental to death
every cell is dying and insomnia , why din he let me off peacefully
fuck the bastard, fuck off LA I hate him
Mou...se
I would like to sincerely thank you for trying lift me up when i am at the lowest peak of my life.
My relationship is going to fail or should I say it had failed. Even though the outcome in on sunday , I already knew the answer in my heart. I did not hold expectation that he will want me back. After all many rounds of being tortured, I feel very numb, I can't even cried which is surprising. How come tears seem to freeze > sorry my friends I sound really upset. I had never loved someone that much , i had never expect that betrayal to come to me so fast.
Love no matter how hard you tried failed......
I am indeed very upset but however , I had been trying to ask myself to be strong.
I feel that he is torturing my mental to death
every cell is dying and insomnia , why din he let me off peacefully
fuck the bastard, fuck off LA I hate him
Mou...se
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